Ilmu Padi

October 8, 2005

Akibat Kata-kata Kasar

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HARSH WORDS

I ran into a stranger as he passed by. “Oh excuse me please” was my reply.
He said, “Please excuse me too; I wasn’t watching for you.” We were very
polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said good-bye.

But at home a different story is told, how we treat our loved ones, young
and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, my son stood beside me
very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. “Move out of the
way,” I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn’t
realize how harshly I’d spoken.

While I lay awake in bed, God’s still small voice came to me and said,
“While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the children
you love, you seem to abuse. Go look on the kitchen floor, you’ll find some
flowers there by the door.” “Those are the flowers he brought for you. He
picked them himsel! f;! pink yellow and blue. He stood very quietly not to
spoil the surprise, and you never saw the tears that filled his little
eyes.”

By this time, I felt very small, and now my tears began to fall. I quietly
went and knelt by his bed; “Wake up, little one, wake up,” said. “Are these
the flowers you picked for me?” He smiled, “I found ‘em out by the tree.”
“I picked ‘em because they’re pretty like you. I knew you’d like ‘em,
especially the blue.”
I said, “Son, I’m very sorry for the way I acted today; I shouldn’t have
yelled at you that way.”
He said, “Oh, Mom, that’s okay. I love you anyway.”
I said, “Son, I love you too, and I do like the flowers, especially the
blue.”

Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, the company that we are working for
could easily replace us in a matter of days.
But the family we left behind will feel the loss for the rest of their
lives.
And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more into work than to our own
family, an unwise investment in! de! ed, don’t you think?

So what is behind the story? Do you know what the word FAMILY means?

FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER, (I), (L)OVE, (Y)OU

Pass this on to everyone that you care about. I just did.

Saya menabrak seorang yang tidak dikenal ketika ia lewat. “Oh, maafkan saya”adalah reaksi saya.
Ia berkata, “Maafkan saya juga; Saya tidak melihat Anda.”
Orang tidak dikenal itu, juga saya, berlaku sangat sopan. Akhirnya kami berpisah dan mengucapkan selamat tinggal.

Namun cerita lainnya terjadi di rumah, lihat bagaimana kita memperlakukan orang-orang yang kita kasihi, tua dan muda.Pada hari itu juga, saat saya tengah memasak makan malam, anak lelaki saya berdiri diam-diam di samping saya. Ketika saya berbalik, hampir saja saya membuatnya jatuh. “Minggir,” kata saya dengan marah. Ia pergi, hati kecilnya hancur. Saya tidak menyadari betapa kasarnya kata-kata saya kepadanya.

Ketika saya berbaring di tempat tidur, dengan halus Tuhan berbicara padaku, “Sewaktu kamu berurusan dengan orang yang tidak kau kenal, etika kesopanan kamu gunakan, tetapi anak-anak yang engkau kasihi, sepertinya engkau perlakukan dengan sewenang-wenang. Coba lihat ke lantai dapur, engkau akan
menemukan beberapa kuntum bunga dekat pintu.”

“Bunga-bunga tersebut telah dipetik sendiri oleh anakmu; merah muda, kuning dan biru. Anakmu berdiri tanpa suara supaya tidak
menggagalkan kejutan yang akan ia buat bagimu, dan kamu bahkan tidak melihat matanya yang basah saat itu.”

Seketika aku merasa malu, dan sekarang air mataku mulai menetes. Saya pelan-pelan pergi ke kamar anakku dan berlutut di dekat tempat tidurnya,
“Bangun, nak, bangun,” kataku.
“Apakah bunga-bunga ini engkau petik untukku?”
Ia tersenyum, ” Aku menemukannya jatuh dari pohon. ”
“Aku mengambil bunga-bunga ini karena mereka cantik seperti Ibu. Aku tahu Ibu akan menyukainya, terutama yang berwarna biru.”

Aku berkata, “Anakku, Ibu sangat menyesal karena telah kasar padamu; Ibu seharusnya tidak membentakmu seperti tadi.”

Si kecilku berkata, “Oh, Ibu, tidak apa-apa. Aku tetap mencintaimu.”

Aku pun membalas, “Anakku, aku mencintaimu juga, dan aku benar-benar menyukai bunga-bunga ini, apalagi yang biru.”

Apakah anda menyadari bahwa jika kita mati besok, perusahaan di mana kita bekerja sekarang bisa saja dengan mudahnya mencari pengganti kita dalam hitungan hari? Tetapi keluarga yang kita tinggalkan akan merasakan kehilangan selama sisa hidup mereka.

Mari kita renungkan, kita melibatkan diri lebih dalam kepada pekerjaan kita ketimbang keluarga kita sendiri, suatu investasi
yang tentunya kurang bijaksana, bukan?

Jadi apakah anda telah memahami apa tujuan cerita di atas? Apakah anda tahu apa arti kata KELUARGA?

Dalam bahasa Inggris, KELUARGA = FAMILY.

FAMILY = (F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER, (I), (L)OVE, (Y)OU

ALIRAN FILSAFAT ISLAM KONTEMPORER

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ALIRAN FILSAFAT ISLAM KONTEMPORER
Kalau kita sepakat bahwa obyek kajian filsafat adalah untuk
mengetahui realitas atau hakikat segala sesuatu maka pertama-tama
kita harus membedakan terlebih dahulu paradigma filsafat Barat dan
paradigma filsafat Islam.

Dalam filsafat Barat (baca: modern) realitas obyektif adalah dunia
materi, fisikal, atau lahiriah. Realitas adalah segala sesuatu yang
hanya dapat ditangkap melalui metode ilmiah. Hampir-hampir mereka
menganggap bahwa dunia ini tidak memiliki dimensi transendental. Kita
tidak akan mendapati konsepsi yg jelas dari filsafat barat mengenai
realitas spiritual.Oleh sebab itu aliran yang berpengaruh kuat dalam
filsafat barat adalah materialisme, empirisme,atau positivisme yang
selanjutnya menjadi fundamen ilmu sains.

Meski demikian ada aliran yang kurang lebih mengandung gagasan
tentang realitas spiritual seperti dalam idealisme atau
eksistensialisme. Namun itu hanya berakar dari gagasan rasional
semata yang senantiasa mereka tempatkan di dalam dunia ide. Bagi
mereka dunia ide ini tidak nyata.

Sebaliknya, dalam Islam –sebagaimana diadopsi dari Plato– dunia Ide
ini adalah dunia nyata. Dunia nyata adalah alam haqiqah, dunia
obyektif yang sesungguhnya.

Realitas dalam konteks pengetahuan Islam tidak terbatas pada relitas
empirik saja (inderawi), tetapi juga realitas ide tersebut yang
sering disebut sebagai realitas spiritual. Oleh sebab itu aliran
filsafat dalam Islam juga banyak beririsan dengan aliran mistik
(sufisme).

Wahyu Islam memandang bahwa manusia telah dianugerahi fakultas-
fakultas untuk mengenali alam dan bentuk-bentuk kesadaran untuk
mengetahui realitas di sekitarnya.Oleh sebab itu di dalam filsafat
Islam tidak hanya diakui dunia empiris yang bisa dicerap indera,
tetapi juga pengetahuan rasional hasil dari spekulasi akal, dan
pengetahuan intuitif yang berasal dari cerapan qalbu.

Saya setuju dengan kategorisasi yang dilakukan oleh Murtadha Muthari
(1993) yang membagi empat metode pemikiran (baca: metode filsafat;
yang selanjutnya bisa disebut sebagai aliran filsafat) yang masing-
masing memiliki karakter khusus di bawah pengaruh ajaran Islam, yaitu:

a. Paripatetism (Masyaiyah)
Mengandalkan deduksi, logika, dan spekulasi rasional. Mengadopsi
gagasan filsafat yunani yang secara tidak langsung mensintesakan
ajaran Aristoteles dan Plato. Tokoh-tokohnya seperti Al-Kindi, Al-
Farabi, Ibn Sina (periode awal), Ibn Rusyd, dll

b. Kalam
Mengandalkan deduksi rasional dan logika yang didasarkan atas teks-
teks atau postulat-posutlat wahyu. Mereka yang tidak pernah menggap
pendekatannya sebagai pendekatan filsafat ini melahirkan tiga aliran
besar teologi Islam: Mu’tazilah, Asy’ariyah dan (silahkan sepakat
atau tidak:) Syi’ah.

c. Irfan (atau ma’rifah)
Mengandalkan intuisi mistik, melalui metode penyucian bathin. Aliran
ini merupakan mainstream utama dalam aliran sufisme, tokoh-tokohnya
seperti: Al-Hallaj, Abu yazid Bustami, Syibli, dan lain-lain.

d. Iluminasi (isyraqi)
Menggabungkan seluruh metode dengan memberdayakan keseluruhan potensi
laten manusia baik itu rasio, logika, intuisi, dll. Tokoh-tokoh
aliran ini misalnya Suhrawardi, Ibn Arabi, Mulla Sadhra, Iqbal, dll.

Zodiak

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CAPRICORNUS
20 Des-20 Jan
KEPRIBADIAN: Mudah menyesuaikan diri, apalagi kalau lagi berdiri didekat pintu gerbang pabrik, orang yang melihat sampai susah ngebedain, mana yang orang dan mana yang pagar.!
KESEHATAN: Kurus, hobinya diet!
KEUANGAN : Kebanyakan kantong, dari pada duitnya.
ASMARA : Ada orang ketiga….keempat, kelima, keenam dst.
WARNA FAVORIT : Merah dadu.

AQUARIUS
21 jan-19 Feb
KEPRIBADIAN :Agak dingin, terutama kalo ketiban es balok, tapi sesekali panas, kalo pas lagi nyium knalpot motor.
KESEHATAN : Gangguan pada mata, sebentar -bentar mengerjap. sering kelilipan pasir soalnya.
KEUANGAN : Masuk perangkap, makanya jangan jajan pake duit temen.
ASMARA : Jauh di mata dekat di kantong.
WARNA FAVORIT: Abu - abu buram, nonton TV salah channel!!!.

PISCES
20 Feb-20 Mar
KEPRIBADIAN : Sabar dalam segala hal, tapi kadang kalo lagi antri di ATM sangat berambisi.
KESEHATAN : Seimbang, kadang sakit kadang sehat.
KEUANGAN : Seret, soalnya duitnya nyelip dikantong!
ASMARA : Selalu melayang……suka pacaran di jembatan layang sich.
WARNA FAVORIT : Hitam, makanya jangan heran kalo hobinya senderan diknalpot.

ARIES
21 Mar-21 Apr
KEPRIBADIAN : Keras kepala dan suka mau tahu urusan orang, makanya jangan heran kalo ARIES sering ketangkep lagi ngintip orang mandi.
KESEHATAN : No problem! makanya dibenci dokter.
KEUANGAN : Tidak masalah ! karena duit gajinya enggak pernah di jajanin.
ASMARA : Saling perhatian. soalnya masing-masing takut dompetnya hilang.
WARNA FAVORIT : Merah, Kuning, Ijo. hobinya nongkrong dilampu merah. hehehehe kayak tukang tukang koran aja…….!

TAURUS
21 Apr - 21 Mei
KEPRIBADIAN : Realistis dalam memandang kehidupan, tapi sering ngambek, bagi Taurus ngambek adalah sikap realistis kalo lagi kesel. ya daripada disimpen dalam hati, bisa bikin bisu !
KESEHATAN : Ada keluhan kecil. disepatunya ada paku payung nancep…he…he..
KEUANGAN : Banyak masukan, maklum sering ngutang…..hi…hi…
ASMARA : Mulai main mata, soalnya taurus lagi naksir cewe yang kelilipan..
WARNA FAVORIT : Putih..hobinya ngoleksi perban.!

GEMINI
22 Mei - 21 Juni
KEPRIBADIAN : Mudah bimbang dan goyang, terutama kalo lagi di ayunan !
KEUANGAN : Mengalir, yang dikantongin air bukan duit !
KESEHATAN : Kepala sering pusing, kalo banyak tukang kredit nagih…..hihi.
ASMARA : Tak ada gading yang tak retak. jangan sedih punya pacar orang batak..(sorry lae, Ito……becanda.)
WARNA FAVORIT : Krem…..peng !

CANCER
22 Juni-22 Juli
KEPRIBADIAN : Sering bersahabat, tapi kurang percaya diri. jadi kalo lagi ngumpul sama temen - temennya selalu sembunyi di balik pohon !
KEUANGAN : Kebanyakan recehan, nongkrongnya enggak jauh dari parkiran.
KESEHATAN : Gangguan perut, masalahnya sering pake celana sempit.
ASMARA : Manis, maklum dua-duanya sering minum teh manis di Warteg..
WARNA FAVORIT : Ijo, suka banget makan sayur melinjo soalnya .!

LEO
23 Juli - 23 Agust
KEPRIBADIAN : Matang, terutama kalo habis nongkrong diatas kompor.!
KEUANGAN : Besar pasak dari pada tiang, banyak celengan dari pada isinya.
KESEHATAN : Makan kurang teratur, kadang pake sendok , kadang pake pacul.
ASMARA : Sering berantem, pacarannya sama orang Stresssss
WARNA FAVORIT : Kuning gading dan kuning gigi.! ha….ha…..hi.

VIRGO
24 Agus- 23 Sept
KEPRIBADIAN : Mudah marah, terutama kalo di siram pake air panas.
KEUANGAN : Mudah habis, terutama kalo di todong.
KESEHATAN : Mudah filek, kalo lagi ingusan….
ASMARA : Mudah putus, kalo ketahuan serong.
WARNA FAVORIT : Warna yang muda-muda , apalagi warna item muda …

LIBRA
24 Sept 23 Okt
KEPRIBADIAN : Kreatif dan tak mudah diam. Jadi jangan heran kalo kandang ayam tetangga isinya kurang…he..he…
KESEHATAN : Pada gigi, agak mancung hi…hi.
KEUANGAN : Boros .Duit udah habis ,tapi napsu jajan masih menggebu…
ASMARA : Banyak menimbang, karena pacarannya sama anak Timbangan.
WARNA FAVORIT : Warna - warna pastel. ….apalgi yang isinya daging.

SCORPIO
24 Okt - 21 Nov
KEPRIBADIAN : Kadang - kadang kasar. tergantung tempat, kalo duduk di kulit durian jadi kasar , tapi kalo duduk di kasur ya lembut……
KESEHATAN : Gangguan pada leher , habis maunya nyaingin Mike Tyson!
KEUANGAN : Terlalu ngirit, sampe-sampe jajan bakso kuahnya doang.!
ASMARA : Sejuta rasanya, padahal cuma makan rujak berdua.
WARNA FAVORIT : Merah -merah delima…alibaba!

SAGITARIUS
22 Nov 21 Des
KEPRIBADIAN : Suka bikin jengkel, seneng kalo liat orang jengkel, jengkel kalo liat orang seneng!
KESEHATAN : pusing - pusing, mual - mual, muntah -muntah, gatal - gatal batuk - batuk . udah lah sabar saja..
KEUANGAN : selalu ada duit dikantong, walau cuma cukup buat ongkos mobil..
ASMARA : Setia, setia kalo belum dikasih duit.
WARNA FAVORIT : Hitam dan Putih, karena murah cuci cetaknya….

Kuburan

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JANGAN GANGGU ORANG YANG SUDAH MENINGGAL walaupun kepepet ditengah krisis…. tetaplah berusaha di jalan yang benar … Krisis ekonomi sedikitnya telah meracuni otak manusia. Banyak telah terjadi tindak kejahatan seperti cerita pembongkaran kuburan berikut ini:

Ronny dan Denni adalah dua sahabat yang sangat akrab. Bahkan mereka mempunyai sifat yang sama jahatnya. Pada suatu hari terpikir oleh mereka bagaimana cara mendapatkan uang dengan mudah. Ide mereka adalah membongkar kuburan dengan alasan mereka ingin mengambil gigi emas dari jenazah yang telah
dikubur.

Maka pada malam Jum’at mereka menjalankan aksi mereka dengan pemikiran bahwa pada malam Jum’at, banyak orang yang takut melalui kompeks kuburan. Akhirnya setelah melakukan sebuah pengamatan kecil, dipilihlah sebuah kuburan yang megah. Ronny dan Denni sama-sama melakukan penggalian sampai Jenazah ditemukan.

Denni yang kebetulan agak penakut memilih menunggu diatas, dan Ronny mencabut gigi emas dari Jenazah di dalam liang kubur. Akhirnya yang mereka impikan dapat ditemukan, Sebuah gigi emas. Dengan menggunakan Tang, Ronny menarik gigi bagian atas dari mulut Jenazah tersebut. Setelah gigi atas bagian atas tercabut, tidak terjadi apa-apa. Lalu Denni meminta kepada Ronny untuk melemparkan gigi emas itu ke atas (karena Denni takut untuk turun), dan Ronny melemparkannya. Tiba-tiba pada saat gigi emas itu telah berada diatas, Jenazah yang telah membusuk itu tiba-tiba bangkit dari liang kuburnya.

Melihat hal ini, Ronny dan Denni segera lari terbirit-birit. Lalu Jenazah itu berkata dengan suara berat dan bergetar,………… ” Ingat, Gigi atas dibuang ke bawah! ”

Puisi Terbaik Versi majalah Time edisi millenium

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The Waste Land

For Ezra Pound, il miglior fabbro.

I. The Burial of the Dead

April is the cruelest month, breeding
Lilacs out of the dead land, mixing
Memory and desire, stirring
Dull roots with spring rain.
Winter kept us warm, covering
Earth in forgetful snow, feeding
A little life with dried tubers.
Summer surprised us, coming the Starnbergersee
With a shower of rain; we stopped in the colonnade
And went on in sunlight, into the Hofgarten,
And drank coffee, and talked for an hour.
Bin gar keine Russin, stamm’ aus Litauen, echt deutsch.
And when we were children, staying at the arch-duke’s,
My cousin’s, he took me out on a sled,
And I was frightened. He said, Marie,
Marie, hold on tight. And down we went.
In the mountains, there you feel free.
I read, much of the night, and go south in winter.

What are the roots that clutch, what branches grow
Out of this stony rubbish? Son of man,
You cannot say, or guess, for you know only
A heap of broken images, where the sun beats,
And the dead tree gives no shelter, the cricket no relief,
And the dry stone no sound of water. Only
There is shadow under this red rock
(Come in under the shadow of this red rock),
And I will show you something different from either
Your shadow at morning striding behind you
Or your shadow at evening rising to meet you;
I will show you fear in a handful of dust.
Frisch weht der Wind [’the breeze blows freshly’]
Der heimat zu
Mein Irisch kind, [’why does my loved one tarry?’]
Wo weilest du?
“You gave me hyacinths first a year ago;”
“They called me the hyacinth girl.”
–Yet when we came back, late, from the hyacinth garden,
Your arms full, and your hair wet, I could not
Speak, and my eyes failed, I was neither
Living nor dead, and I knew nothing,
Looking into the heart of light, the silence.
Oed’ und leer das Meer. [’waste and empty sea’]

Madame Sosostris, famous clairvoyante,
Has a bad cold, nevertheless
Is known to be the wisest woman in Europe,
With a wicked pack of cards. Here, said she,
Is your card, the drowned Phoenician Sailor.
(Those are pearls that were his eyes. Look!)
Here is Belladonna, the Lady of the Rocks,
The lady of situations.
Here is the man with three staves, and here the Wheel,
And here is the one-eyed merchant, and this card,
Which is blank, is something that he carries on his back,
Which I am forbidden to see. I do not find
The Hanged Man. Fear death by water.
I see crowds of people, walking round in a ring.
Thank you. If you see dear Mrs. Equitone,
Tell her I bring the horoscope myself;
One must be so careful these days.

Unreal City
Under the brown fog of a winter dawn,
A crowd flowed over London Bridge, so many,
I had not thought death had undone so many.
Sighs, short and infrequent, were exhaled,
And each man fixed his eyes before his feet,
Flowed up the hill and down King William Street
To where Saint Mary Woolnoth kept the hours
With a dead sound on the final stroke of nine.
There I saw one I knew, and stopped him, crying, “Stetson!
You who were with me in the ships at Mylae!
That corpse you planted last year in your garden,
Has it begun to sprout? Will it bloom this year?
Or has the sudden frost disturbed its bed?
Oh keep the Dog far hence, that’s friend to men,
Or with his nails he’ll dig it up again!
You! hypocrite lecteur!–mon semblable!–mon frere!”

II. A Game of Chess

The Chair she sat in, like a burnished throne,
Glowed on the marble, where the glass
Held up by standards wrought with fruited vines
From which a golden Cupidon peeped out
(Another hid his eyes behind his wing)
Doubled the flames of sevenbranched candelabra
Reflecting light upon the table as
The glitter of her jewels rose to meet it,
From satin cases poured in rich profusion.
In vials of ivory and colored glass,
Unstoppered, lurked her strange synthetic perfumes,
Unguent, powdered, or liquid–troubled, confused
And drowned the sense in odors; stirred by the air
That freshened from the window, these ascended
In fattening the prolonged candle-flames,
Stirring the pattern on the coffered ceiling.
Huge sea-wood fed with copper
Burned green and orange, framed by the coloured stone,
In which sad light a carved dolphin swam.
Above the antique mantle was displayed
As though a window gave upon the sylvan scene
The change of Philomel, by the barbarous king
So rudely forced; yet there the nightingale
Filled all the desert with inviolable voice
And still she cried, and still the world pursues,
“Jug Jug” to dirty ears.
And other withered stumps of time
Were told upon the walls; staring forms
Leaned out, leaning, hushing the world enclosed.
Footsteps shuffled on the stair.
Under the firelight, under the brush, her hair
Spread out in fiery points
Glowed into words, then would be savagely still.

“My nerves are bad tonight. Yes, bad. Stay with me.
“Speak to me. Why do you never speak. Speak.
“What are you thinking of? What thinking? What?
“I never know what you are thinking. Think.”

I think we are in rats’ alley
Where the dead men lost their bones.

“What is that noise?”
The wind under the door.
“What is that noise now? What is the wind doing?”
Nothing again nothing.
“Do
“You know nothing? Do you see nothing? Do you remember
“Nothing?”

I remember
Those are pearls that were his eyes.

“Are you alive, or not? Is there nothing in your head?”
But
O O O O that Shakespeherian Rag–
It’s so elegant
So intelligent
“What shall I do now? What shall I do?”
“I shall rush out as I am, and walk the street
“With my hair down, so. What shall we do tomorrow?
“What shall we ever do?”
The hot water at ten.
And, if it rains, a closed car at four.
And we shall play a game of chess,
Pressing lidless eyes and waiting for a knock upon the door.

When Lil’s husband got demobbed, I said–
I didn’t mince my words, I said to her myself,
HURRY UP PLEASE IT’S TIME
Now Albert’s coming back, make yourself a bit smart.
He’ll want to know what you done with that money he gave you
To get yourself some teeth. He did, I was there.
You have them all out, Lil, and get a nice set,
He said, I swear, I can’t bear to look at you.
And no more can’t I, I said, and think of poor Albert.
He’s been in the army four years, he wants a good time.
And if you don’t give it him, there’s others will, I said.
Oh is there, she said. Something o’ that, I said.
Then I’ll know who to thank, she said, and give me a straight look.
HURRY UP PLEASE IT’S TIME
If you don’t like it you can get on with it, I said.
Others can pick and choose if you can’t.
But if Albert makes off, it won’t be for lack of telling.
You ought to be ashamed, I said, to look so antique.
(And her only thirty-one.)
I can’t help it, she said, pulling a long face,
It’s them pills I took, to bring it off, she said.
(She’s had five already, and nearly died of young George.)
The chemist said it would be all right, but I’ve never been the same.
You are a proper fool, I said.
Well, if Albert won’t leave you alone, there it is, I said.
What you get married for if you don’t want children?
HURRY UP PLEASE IT’S TIME
Well, that Sunday Albert was home, they had a hot gammon,
And they asked me in to dinner, to get the beauty of it hot–
HURRY UP PLEASE IT’S TIME
HURRY UP PLEASE IT’S TIME
Goonight Bill. Goonight Lou. Goonight May. Goonight.
Ta ta. Goonight. Goonight.
Good night, ladies, good night, sweet ladies, good night, good night.

III. The Fire Sermon

The river’s tent is broken; the last fingers of leaf
Clutch and sink into the wet bank. The wind
Crosses the brown land, unheard. The nymphs are departed.
Sweet Thames, run softly, till I end my song.
The river bears no empty bottles, sandwich papers,
Silk handkerchiefs, cardboard boxes, cigarette ends
Or other testimony of summer nights. The nymphs are departed.
And their friends, the loitering heirs of city directors;
Departed, have left no addresses.
By the waters of Leman I sat down and wept . . .
Sweet Thames, run softly till I end my song,
Sweet Thames, run softly, for I speak not loud or long.
But at my back in a cold blast I hear
The rattle of the bones, and chuckle spread from ear to ear.

A rat crept softly through the vegetation
Dragging its slimy belly on the bank
While I sat fishing in the dull canal
On a winter evening round behind the gashouse
Musing upon the king my brother’s wreck
And on the king my father’s death before him.
White bodies naked on the low damp ground
And bones cast in a little low dry garret,
Rattled by the rat’s foot only, year to year.
But at my back from time to time I hear
The sound of horns and motors, which shall bring
Sweeney to Mrs. Porter in the spring.
O the moon shone bright on Mrs. Porter
And on her daughter
They wash their feet in soda water
Et O ces voix d’enfants, chantant dans la coupole!

Twit twit twit
Jug jug jug jug jug jug
So rudely forc’d
Tereu

Unreal City
Under the brown fog of a winter noon
Mr. Eugenides, the Smyrna merchant
C.i.f. London: documents at sight,
Asked me in demotic French
To luncheon at the Cannon Street Hotel
Followed by a weekend at the Metropole.

At the violet hour, when the eyes and back
Turn upward from the desk, when the human engine waits
Like a taxi throbbing waiting,
I Tiresias, though blind, throbbing between two lives,
Old man with wrinkled female breasts, can see
At the violet hour, the evening hour that strives
Homeward, and brings the sailor home from sea,
The typist home at teatime, clears her breakfast, lights
Her stove, and lays out food in tins.
Out of the window perilously spread
Her drying combinations touched by the sun’s last rays,
On the divan are piled (at night her bed)
Stockings, slippers, camisoles and stays.
I Tiresias, old man with wrinkled dugs
Perceived the scene, and foretold the rest–
I too awaited the expected guest.
He, the young man carbuncular, arrives,
A small house agent’s clerk, with a bold stare,
One of the low on whom assurance sits
As a silk hat on a Bradford millionaire.
The time is now propitious, as he guesses;
The meal is ended, she is bored and tired.
Endeavors to engage her in caresses
Which still are unreproved, if undesired.
Flushed and decided, he assaults at once;
Exploring hands encounter no defense.;
His vanity requires no response,
And makes a welcome of indifference.
(And I Tiresias have foresuffered all
Enacted on this same divan or bed;
I who have sat by Thebes below the wall
And walked among the lowest of the dead.)
Bestows one final patronizing kiss,
And gropes his way, finding the stairs unlit . . .

She turns and looks a moment in the glass,
Hardly aware of her departed lover;
Her brain allows one half-formed thought to pass:
“Well now that’s done, and I’m glad it’s over.”
When lovely woman stoops to folly and
Paces about her room again, alone,
She smoothes her hair with automatic hand,
And puts a record on the gramophone.

“The music crept by me upon the waters”,
And along the Strand, up Queen Victoria Street.
O City city, I can sometimes hear
Beside a public bar in Lower Thames Street,
The pleasant whining of a mandoline
And a clatter and a chatter from within
Where fishmen lounge at noon: where the walls
Of Magnus Martyr hold
Inexplicable splendor of Ionian white and gold.

The river sweats
Oil and tar
The barges drift
With the turning tide
Red sails
Wide
To leeward, swing on the heavy spar.
The barges wash
Drifting logs
Down Greenwich reach
Past the Isle of Dogs.
Weialala leia
Wallala leialala

Elizabeth and Leicester
Beating oars
The stern was formed
A gilded shell
Red and gold
The brisk swell
Rippled both shores
Southwest wind
Carried down stream
The peal of bells
White towers
Weialala leia
Wallala leialala

“Trams and dusty trees.
Highbury bore me. Richmond and Kew
Undid me. By Richmond I raised my knees
Supine on the floor of a narrow canoe.”

“My feet are at Moorgate, and my heart
Under my feet. After the event
He wept. He promised `a new start.’
I made no comment. What should I resent?”

“On Margate Sands
I can connect
Nothing with nothing.
The broken fingernails of dirty hands
My people humble people who expect
Nothing.”
la la

To Carthage then I came

Burning burning burning burning
O Lord thou pluckest me out
O Lord thou pluckest

burning

IV. Death by Water

Phlebas the Phoenician, a fortnight dead,
Forgot the cry of gulls, the deep sea swell
And the profit and loss.
A current under sea
Picked his bones in whispers. As he rose and fell
He passed the stages of his age and youth,
Entering the whirlpool.
Gentile or Jew
O you who turn the wheel and look to windward,
Consider Phlebas, who was once handsome and tall as you.

V. What the Thunder Said

After the torchlight red on sweaty faces
After the frosty silence in the gardens
After the agony in stony places
The shouting and the crying
Prison and palace and reverberation
Of thunder of spring over distant mountains
He who was living is now dead
We who were living are now dying
With a little patience

Here is no water but only rock
Rock and no water and the sandy road
The road winding above among the mountains
Which are mountains of rock without water
If there were water we should stop and drink
Amongst the rock one cannot stop or think
Sweat is dry and feet are in the sand
If there were only water amongst the rock
Dead mountain mouth of carious teeth that cannot spit
Here one can neither stand nor lie nor sit
There is not even silence in the mountains
But dry sterile thunder without rain
There is not even solitude in the mountains
But red sullen faces sneer and snarl
From doors of mudcracked houses
If there were water
And no rock
If there were rock
And also water
And water
A spring
A pool among the rock
If there were the sound of water only
Not the cicada
And dry grass singing
But sound of water over a rock
Where the hermit-thrush sings in the pine trees
Drip drop drip drop drop drop drop
But here there is no water

Who is the third who walks always beside you?
When I count, there are only you and I together
But when I look ahead, up the white road
There is always another one walking beside you,
Gliding wrapt in a brown mantle, hooded
I do not know whether a man or a woman
–But who is that on the other side of you?

What is that sound high in the air
Murmur of maternal lamentation
Who are those hooded hordes swarming
Over endless plains, stumbling in cracked earth
Ringed by the flat horizon only
What is the city over the mountains
Cracks and reforms and bursts in violet air
Falling towers
Jerusalem Athens Alexandria
Vienna London
Unreal

A woman drew her long black hair out tight
And fiddled whisper music on those strings
And bats with baby faces in the violet light
Whistled, and beat their wings
And crawled head downward down a blackened wall
And upside down in air were towers
Tolling reminiscent bells, that kept the hours
And voices singing out of empty cisterns and exhausted wells.

In this decayed hole among the mountains,
In the faint moonlight, the grass is singing
Over the tumbled graves, about the chapel
There is the empty chapel, only the wind’s home.
It has no windows, and the door swings,
Dry bones can harm no one.
Only a cock stood on the rooftree
Co co rico co co rico
In a flash of lightning. Then a damp gust
Bringing rain

Ganga was sunken, and the limp leaves
Waited for rain, while the black clouds
Gathered far distant, over Himavant.
The jungle crouched, humped in silence.
Then spoke the thunder
DA
Datta: what have we given?
My friend, blood shaking my heart
The awful daring of a moment’s surrender
Which an age of prudence can never retract,
By this, and this only, we have existed,
Which is not to be found in our obituaries
Or in memories draped by the beneficent spider
Or under seals broken by the lean solicitor
In our empty rooms
DA
Dayadhvam: I have heard the key
Turn in the door once and turn once only
We think of the key, each in his prison
Thinking of the key, each confirms his prison
Only at nightfall, aethereal rumors
Revive for a moment a broken Coriolanus
DA
Damyata: the boat responded
Gaily, to the hand expert with sail and oar
The sea was calm, your heart would have responded
Gaily, when invited, beating obedient
To controlling hands

I sat upon the shore
Fishing, with the arid plain behind me
Shall I at least set my lands in order?
London bridge is falling down falling down falling down
Poi s’ascose nel foco che gli affina
Quando fiam uti chelidon–O swallow swallow
Le prince d’Aquitaine a la tour abolie
These fragments I have shored against my ruins
Why then Ile fit you. Hieronymo’s mad againe.
Da. Dayadhvam. Damyata.
Shantih shantih shantih

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